Unsure

Too often do I find myself being unsure of what I am doing.  Weather it be what I'm saying, what I'm doing, what I'm not doing, what I'm eating, or who I'm with even.  Normally within minutes the feeling of uncertainty is gone & my mind is left unchanged by the thought.  I may occasionally learn something from what is bothering me, but I am mostly left unchanged.  I think if something comes up & it stays on your mind long enough to change the way you feel, the thought should change the way you are.

 For instance, I have an 8 year old son, whose name is Ashton.  I myself am only 26.  This comes with all sorts of uncertainties.  He is a straight A student, and excellent soccer player, & truly a sweet soul.  He's never been a burden.  I have often wondered to myself weather or not he is such an amazing child because of the mother I was to him, or if it is just his nature.  For years I have wondered this.  Shouldn't I know by now that it is most likely a mix of both his nature & my mothering skills?  I don't.

This is just the beginning of so many things that I go over in my head so often.  With this blog I will have lots of random thought provoking statements.  Feedback towards each of them as I try to figure things out myself is appreciated, but not necessary.  Just read and enjoy my mind.  :)